The Parsha in a Nutshell
Yaakov leaves home, running away from Esau his brother who had promised to kill him, but then finds himself in a difficult relationship with Lavan, his uncle, who agreed to take him in. He falls in love with Lavan’s younger daughter Rachel and agrees to work for seven years to earn her hand in marriage.
After the wedding eventually takes place, Yaakov discovers that Lavan has tricked him into marrying his elder daughter, Leah, in place of Rachel. Yaakov confronts Lavan who agrees he can marry Rachel as well, if he works for him for seven more years. Yaakov does so, but marrying two sisters causes inevitable between. Leah, who feels unloved, is blessed with many children; Rachel, deeply loved by Yaakov, is not able to have any children for many years.
There is further tension between Yaakov and Lavan – about flocks, wages and ownership – which eventually prompts Yaakov to run away once again, this time homeward, and with a large family. The parsha begins and ends with these two journeys.
The Core Idea
In this week’s parsha, Yaakov, alone and far from home, lies down for the night, with only stones for a pillow, and dreams of a ladder set on earth but reaching heaven, with angels ascending and descending. Yaakov calls the dream an encounter with the “house of God”, hinting that this is the future location of the Temple, which will be a model for our “house of God” today, the synagogue. This was the first dream of a “gate of heaven” that would allow access to a God that stands above, letting us know finally that “God is truly in this place.”
There is, though, something strange in the Hebrew text that is lost in translation, and it took the Hassidic masters to remind us of it. The word yadati means “I knew,” and lo yadati, “I did not know.” When Yaakov wakes from his sleep, however, he says, “Surely the Lord is in this place ve’anochi lo yadati.” Anochi means “I,” which in this sentence is superfluous. To translate it literally we would have to say, “And I, I knew it not.” Why the double “I”?
To this, Rabbi Pinchas Horowitz (Panim Yafot) gave a magnificent answer. How, he asks, do we come to know that God is in this place? By ve’anochi lo yadati – not knowing the I. We know God when we forget the self. We sense the “Thou” of the Divine Presence when we move beyond the “I” of egocentricity (thinking about yourself first). Only when we stop thinking about ourselves do we become truly open to the world and the Creator.
Questions to Ponder
1. Have you ever been so engrossed in something that you have forgotten where you are and what time it is? Have you ever forgotten who you are for a split second?
2. Can you think of a day in the Jewish calendar when Jewish law makes demands on us designed to do just this – ignore ourselves and only concentrate on the world and the Creator?
3. Why do you think being focused on ourselves makes it harder to pray or establish a deeper relationship with God?
It Once Happened…
The Hassidic master Rabbi Simcha Bunim of Peschischa used to say to his students: “Everyone must have two pockets, with a note in each pocket, so that he or she can reach into the one or the other, depending on the need. When feeling low, discouraged or disconsolate, one should reach into the right pocket, and, there, find the words: For my sake was the world created. But when feeling high and mighty one should reach into the left pocket and find the words: I am but dust and ashes.”
Questions to Ponder
1. What is the message of this story? How is it connected to The Core Idea above?
2. Which of the two notes do you think is more important to focus on? Can they both be true at the same time?
Thinking More Deeply
The idea presented in “The Core Idea” above gives us insight into some of the great questions about prayer: What difference does it make? Does it really change God? Surely God does not change. Besides which, does not prayer contradict the most fundamental principle of faith, which is that we are called on to do God’s will rather than ask God to do ours? What really happens when we pray?
Prayer has two dimensions, and the first is a mysterious one. In times of crisis we cry out from the depths of our soul, and something happens. Sometimes we only realise it later, when looking back. Prayer makes a difference to the world – but how it does so is mysterious.
There is, however, a second dimension which is non-mysterious. Less than prayer changes the world, it changes us. The Hebrew verb lehitpallel, meaning “to pray,” is reflexive, implying an action done to oneself. Literally, it means “to judge oneself.” It means, to escape from the prison of the self and see the world, including ourselves, from the outside. Prayer is where the relentless first person singular, the “I,” falls silent for a moment and we become aware that we are not the centre of the universe. There is a reality outside. That is a moment of transformation.
If we could only stop asking the question, “How does this affect me?” we would see that we are surrounded by miracles. There is the almost infinite complexity and beauty of the natural world. There is the Divine Word, our greatest legacy as Jews, the library of books we call the Bible. And there is the unparalleled drama, spreading over forty centuries, of the tragedies and triumphs that have befallen the Jewish people. Respectively, these represent the three dimensions of our knowledge of God: creation (God in nature), revelation (God in holy words) and redemption (God in history).
Sometimes it takes a great crisis to make us realise how self-centred we have been. The only question strong enough to endow existence with meaning is not, “What do I need from life?” but “What does life need from me?” That is the question we hear when we truly pray. More than an act of speaking, prayer is an act of listening – to what God wants from us, here, now. What we discover – if we are able to create that silence in the soul – is that we are not alone. We are here because someone, the One, wanted us to be, and He has set us a task only we can do. We emerge strengthened, transformed.
More than prayer changes God, it changes us. It lets us see, feel, know that “God is in this place.” How do we reach that awareness? By moving beyond the first person singular, so that for a moment, like Yaakov, we can say, “I know not the I.” In the silence of the “I,” we meet the “Thou” of God.
From the Thought of Rabbi Sacks
Prayer is our intimate dialogue with Infinity, the profoundest expression of our faith that at the heart of reality is a Presence that cares, a God who listens, a creative Force that brought us into being in love. It is this belief more than any other that redeems life from solitude and fate from tragedy. The universe has a purpose. We have a purpose. However infinitesimal we are, however brief our stay on earth, we matter. The universe is more than particles of matter endlessly revolving in indifferent space. The human person is more than an accidental concatenation of genes blindly replicating themselves. Human life is more than ‘A tale, told by an idiot, full of sound and fury, signifying nothing.’ (Macbeth 5.5.26–28). Prayer gives meaning to existence.
It is possible to believe otherwise. There can be a life without faith or prayer, just as there can be a life without love, or laughter, or happiness, or hope. But it is a diminished thing, lacking dimensions of depth and aspiration. Descartes said, ‘I think, therefore I am.’ Judaism says, ‘I pray, therefore I am not alone.’
It takes courage to believe. Jews need no proof of the apparent injustice of events. It is written on the pages of our history. Jews had no power or earthly glory. For the better part of forty centuries our ancestors lived dispersed throughout the world, without a home, without rights, all too often experiencing persecution and pain. All they had was an invisible God and the line connecting us to Him: the Siddur, the words of prayer. All they had was faith. In Judaism, we do not analyse our faith, we pray it. We do not philosophise about truth, we sing it, we daven it. For Judaism, faith becomes real when it becomes prayer.
In prayer we speak to a presence vaster than the unfathomable universe yet closer to us than we are to ourselves: the God beyond who is also the Voice within. Though language must fail when we try to describe a Being beyond all parameters of speech, yet language is all we have, and it is enough. For God who made the world with creative words, and who revealed His will in holy words, listens to our prayerful words. Language is the bridge that joins us to Infinity.
In prayer God becomes not a theory but a Presence, not a fact but a mode of relationship. Prayer is where God meets us, in the human heart, in our offering of words, in our acknowledged vulnerability.Ten Paths to God – Unit 2, Prayer: Speaking to God
Questions to Ponder
1. Using this source as well as the ideas contained in the Covenant & Conversation, how many themes and processes can you identify behind the act of praying?
2. Which of these do you most connect to when you pray?
Around the Shabbat Table
- What are the positive reasons to practice a movement away from being self-centred? Are there any potential negatives associate with this?
- If, as we believe, God is a loving and caring God who acts in history for our benefit, why do you think Rabbi Sacks is arguing that it is necessary to negate ourselves to some extent to connect to Him?
- What is the linguistic message behind the grammatical form of the verb “to pray” (lehitpallel)? Do you feel prayer changes you?
The Core Idea
- This question is describing a condition called “flow”, where you become so engrossed in an activity, you lose a sense of yourself, sometimes momentarily, and sometimes for longer periods of time. This could be while reading a book, watching a movie, or listening to music, or during a more creative activity such as writing, building, or playing music. The idea behind the question is to allow the reader to tap into an experience where they had a short period of self-negation. This will help them connect to the core idea from the Covenant & Conversation.
- Yom Kippur has five prohibitions, designed to limit the sense of self (and self-enjoyment) to better concentrate on the larger ideas of the day such as the judgement of the world and one’s relationship with God. These prohibitions are eating and drinking; sexual relations; wearing leather shoes; washing; and anointing oneself. (The Rabbis also instituted the same prohibitions on the 9th of Av to help us focus on the solemn themes of the day, such as national mourning.)
- It is human nature to be concerned and focused on oneself, to the exclusion of other people, the world in general, or God. God transcends our small and finite lives, so focusing on oneself is a barrier to connecting to the infinite and transcendental Divine. Having said that, tefillah (Jewish prayer) is a realistic and healthy balance between these two poles. Much of prayer, especially during the weekday amidah (the standing prayer at the core of all three daily prayer services) focuses on our individual, national, and universal needs. Judaism represents a balance between our own needs and concerns and the infinite Divine, as will be seen further on in this Covenant & Conversation.
It Once Happened…
- The story represents the need for a balance between self-negation (“I am but dust and ashes”) which will prevent pride and arrogance and allow more space for building a relationship with God, and the dignity of the human being that is found in the knowledge that, as is stated in Genesis, all mankind is created in the Divine image (“For my sake was the world created”). The dignity and sense of self-worth that this affords every human being is also a core value in Judaism, and the story encourages each person to find an equilibrium between these two poles in order to live a balanced and fulfilling life connected to God and humanity. The Core Idea asks the reader to understand the need for self-limitation and negation in order to build a relationship with God based on prayer. However, there is a danger when this is taken to an extreme, so the story represents a healthy balanced approach inspired by Jewish values.
- The answer to this could depend on the natural inclination of the individual. Those that are prone to lack self-esteem should focus on the note that the words “For my sake was the world created” are written, and those prone to self-centredness should focus on the note on which the words “I am but dust and ashes” are found. Ask your child/student to analyse their own personality to answer this question and encourage them to consider the appropriateness of a balanced approach between the two.
From the Thought of Rabbi Sacks
- These include: silencing the “I”; mysterious prayer (when God responds to our prayers); non-mysterious prayer (when we respond to our prayers); prayer as intimate dialogue with Infinity; prayer as the profoundest expression of our faith; prayer that redeems life from solitude and fate from tragedy; prayer as a declaration that the universe has a purpose and that we have a purpose; prayer as the song of truth; in prayer God becomes not a theory but a Presence; prayer is where God meets us, in the human heart.
- Encourage your child/student/friends/family/self to analyse their own prayer and if none of these speak to them, make sure they volunteer another mode of prayer as meaningful to them. And if prayer is not meaningful in any way to them, then make sure to ask them to articulate why.
Around the Shabbat Table
- Much has been written and researched about the dangers of the iGen generation growing up in the world of smartphones and selfies, and much of it revolves around a sense of self and self-worth being heightened to the extreme. Having a more balanced approach to the self will avoid some of the ills in society and difficulties this generation are experiencing finding their place in the world. Having said that, too much self-negation can also lead to the secondary issues that come from low self-esteem. On a societal level, a society that negates the individual can lead to totalitarianism and other evils. The Jewish approach attempts to find a suitable median.
- While we do believe that God is a personal God who acts in history to our benefit, on a personal, national, and universal level, God transcends the universe itself. To connect to an infinite transcendental God, one must be able to focus and connect to the world beyond the self.
- Lehitpallel, to pray, comes from the Hebrew root p-l-l which means ‘to judge’ (or ‘criminal’ in Modern Hebrew). It is in the reflexive grammatical form (lehitpallel) and therefore this process is happening to oneself. So prayer on some level is self-judgement. When you stand before God and list your needs and deepest wishes, you are forced to examine your life, your needs, your dependencies, and your worthiness. This process is self-judgement. This can mean that prayer is a transformational act. For some, prayer can lead to a greater sense of humility engendered from an acknowledgement of dependency and need, or a deep connection to the Jewish people across time and space, or prayer may be powerful a spiritual and meditative experience.
Written as an accompaniment to Rabbi Sacks’ weekly Covenant & Conversation essay, the Family Edition is aimed at connecting teenagers with his ideas and thoughts on the parsha.